Currently undergoing Cornell webmail withdrawal symptoms. Can't believe something else is robbed of me just like this. Subscribed to cellphone plan yesterday and am in possession of first own line in Singapore. Got into contact with erhu teacher but strangely fearing her ever friendly and young tone. In general sound like (me, not erhu teacher) an incoherent, all-agreeing Goody-Goody who casts nervous glances and is own-behaviour conscious. Principle problem in life is timidity for anticipation of pleasure and plenty of foreboding and regret for losses. Timidity results in lack and dismissal of pleasure.

Can't believe I can just go on writing like this. Sounds like a different self. The reason find this writing style effective is that am like Bridget Jones in many occasions and her writing style is the most self-consolatory by far (or she wouldn't have gone on writing effortlessly).